Nina

[mayday<3]

Name: Nina
Age:4 months old
Breed:Cane corso xx Nova Scotia Duck Tolling Retriever
Gender:Female
Appearance:
Nina has a small body frame, when full grown she will reach around 50 pounds and standing around 20 inches. Her coat color is a brown hue with a red toning. She has the color of her mother, getting the red tone from Marvela, while the shortness of her coat Nina received from her father. If no one knew her heritage, they would think she was just a red-nose pitbull. Between her eyes, she has a white mask, that holds yellowish, green hued eyes. Because of her depression, Nina’s fur isn’t really shiny, but highly dull in luster. As well as dullness, she’s always shredding, lose hair usually flying off her body at all times of the year. It’s from the lack of nutrition that Nina fails to give her body. From mal-nutrition is she smaller than what she normally should be. The girl should be around 60 pounds, but falls short by 10. Because of the lost of weight, Nina has a sickly look to her, with sunken cheeks and rib bones being visible. But, in her own way, Nina is very beautiful. The coloring of her coat is remarkable, and the way her eyes shine in the light gives the girl an angelic appearance. The way she walks is light, secretive and insecure, but still has the gracefulness that only an angel can portray.

Personality:
The girl next door
Nina is the shy little girl that all the boys sees and fantasies about, though they will never ask her out. She is much too shy, too quiet, almost too plain, but with just enough spark to see that she has some light, and then her true personality will shine. Maybe the average size girl wouldn't be so shy, lost, ghost-like, if she wasn't one out of 17.
Shy
Nina is shy, modest, nearly the closet thing to a lamb you can get for a dog. When she speaks to anyone, her words are nothing less than a whisper, as her eyes portray fear and evade all contact from other's grazes. She isn't one to enjoy large crowds or even the first one to start the conversation. Though, she is so shy, the cane corso mix does enjoy small company. Someone to listen to, or even worship the silence around them.
Innocent
Nina has the soul of an angel. She is soft and warm, sweet and honest. Innocent in every aspect. Her baby face and golden hued eyes reveal just how pure she truly is. Never letting a male come close to her. Never letting a female pursue her to act just a little dirty. The girl won't even utter a cuss word.
Lost
Lost between 17 other children, Nina feels misused, like a child that has too many toys, just tossed to the side forever to be forgotten about until stumbled upon again. Hiding in the shadows of all her siblings, there is Nina, waiting for some sort of recognition that she does exist. Because Nina has been placed to the back burner compared to majority of her siblings, her inverted personality took to the extreme. She feels as though she's trying to keep afloat in an ocean that only allows drowning.
Highs and lows
Nina struggles with major depression. Dealing with peaks and troughs, highs and lows. She suffers from manic bipolar and depression, and with the feelings she has already, this does not help. She doesn't go through the insane anger outbursts, instead she goes from feeling super high (good about herself) to super low, to where suicide has been questioned many times. In her highs, she loses the shell, not fully, but it's not on as tight. Easily being able to socialize without the sense of anxiety racing through her blood. When she is low, Nina is filthy, caring less about her appearance and more about losing the pain that is trapped deep within. Sleep becomes such a priority, weight tends to be shed, memory tends to be short and all verbal communication is lost. These highs and lows are unpredictable. Sometimes she becomes stuck in one for days or to weeks, other times being so fickle changing from low to high and high to low in all the same day. Every morning is a struggle for Nina, dealing with waves of sane insanity.
History: Born to Lady Marvela and Ryland.