Post by Amaia on Oct 2, 2013 15:11:48 GMT -5
Mk, so guess what. Ama is mad, mad at school. Normal right? Ya no deal with my problems and you tell me its normal. K so, this thread is gonna be complete honest and have some secrets that most of you should know but some may not. Though if your gonna hate, go away unless your hating on my school K? K. Lets go back in time to last week. Sunday afternoon.
I was sitting at home, eating lunch and playing soccer with my mom. I was feeling a little under the weather, and that's when it happened. I threw up, I had been feeling like crap for a while and I realized I was getting the virus that was going around. The stomach virus. So I missed Monday and Tuesday and still didn't feel better. So I tried going to school so I didn't miss anymore .. expect. Ya it messed with my IBS what is IBS you ask? Irritable Bladder Syndrome. So, I got sick at school and had some issues making it to the restroom on time .. I - I was ashamed yes. But I cleaned myself up and went right back to class. Well weekend comes and I feel fine, I go to school happy and healthy. Sure, I was a little gassy but I was fine. The nurse calls me down during lunch, and gets the consuler, dean, and principal on me. They call my mom and guess what they say. I am not aloud back at school till I go to a doctors, get a note, get meat on my bones, and stop having issues. So literally what the hell. Just what the hell.
They kicked me out of school for something I cant control! -.- They also think my mother is unfit so now Social services is probably watching us and just UGH! I hate my school. So I'm gonna home all week and possible all next week. My mom is fed up, I'm pissed off and my dad is confused. Its tearing my family apart and I blame myself. If there was a way to cure IBS I so would .. but theres not. This is all my fault. My school is just putting more stress on me and my family. Stress we don't need. We already are having so many issues. Just .. urgh -headwall-
Now my mom is looking into getting me into a different school or I possibly am going to a online school. So, there goes my flipping social life if I have to go to a online school, and now there is a possibility I will be moving somewhere new?! I don't know what I can do anymore. They say Highschool is suppose to be the best four years of your life, but so far I have hated my first two years. I'm sick of the administration there and the students. But I don't want to be that weirdo that comes out of no where. Just ugh. Guys what do I do? All this stress is only hurting my IBS more, I have lost so much sleep and I just feel that its my fault that I am a total mistake cause I'm a health hazard to everyone.
So, letting all that out .. if I am in a thread with you on the following characters
Amaia
Landon
I may take a bit to reply, so please forgive me on that ..
I was sitting at home, eating lunch and playing soccer with my mom. I was feeling a little under the weather, and that's when it happened. I threw up, I had been feeling like crap for a while and I realized I was getting the virus that was going around. The stomach virus. So I missed Monday and Tuesday and still didn't feel better. So I tried going to school so I didn't miss anymore .. expect. Ya it messed with my IBS what is IBS you ask? Irritable Bladder Syndrome. So, I got sick at school and had some issues making it to the restroom on time .. I - I was ashamed yes. But I cleaned myself up and went right back to class. Well weekend comes and I feel fine, I go to school happy and healthy. Sure, I was a little gassy but I was fine. The nurse calls me down during lunch, and gets the consuler, dean, and principal on me. They call my mom and guess what they say. I am not aloud back at school till I go to a doctors, get a note, get meat on my bones, and stop having issues. So literally what the hell. Just what the hell.
They kicked me out of school for something I cant control! -.- They also think my mother is unfit so now Social services is probably watching us and just UGH! I hate my school. So I'm gonna home all week and possible all next week. My mom is fed up, I'm pissed off and my dad is confused. Its tearing my family apart and I blame myself. If there was a way to cure IBS I so would .. but theres not. This is all my fault. My school is just putting more stress on me and my family. Stress we don't need. We already are having so many issues. Just .. urgh -headwall-
Now my mom is looking into getting me into a different school or I possibly am going to a online school. So, there goes my flipping social life if I have to go to a online school, and now there is a possibility I will be moving somewhere new?! I don't know what I can do anymore. They say Highschool is suppose to be the best four years of your life, but so far I have hated my first two years. I'm sick of the administration there and the students. But I don't want to be that weirdo that comes out of no where. Just ugh. Guys what do I do? All this stress is only hurting my IBS more, I have lost so much sleep and I just feel that its my fault that I am a total mistake cause I'm a health hazard to everyone.
So, letting all that out .. if I am in a thread with you on the following characters
Amaia
Landon
I may take a bit to reply, so please forgive me on that ..
